Beside myself with worry

My 19-year-old son was deployed to Iraq on July 7. This greatly disturbs me and my family, not only because we do not in any way support the war in Iraq but because approximately four weeks ago he was seen by doctors for a psychiatric evaluation while he was stationed at Fort Carson in Colorado and following that evaluation was put on Prozac. The dosage has since been increased following a second appointment.

The evaluation was prompted by my son’s statement to another soldier about committing suicide. That right there is great cause for alarm for any mother and I am beside myself with worry.

He was diagnosed with ADHD and exercise-induced asthma when he was in middle school. But, because I didn’t choose to medicate my son for the ADHD, preferring instead to work with the schools for alternate solutions, the Army allowed him to enlist.

Even though he has had thoughts of suicide, they still packed up his medications, which not only includes Prozac but Claritin and Ibuterol.

My son’s sergeant called me the day he spoke of suicide and said they were taking steps to help him. The sergeant told me that if he was put on medication that he wouldn’t be deployable. Obviously, he was wrong.

I have also spoken with my son’s commanding officer and though she says she understands my concerns, she thinks he is ready and able according to the doctors. I attribute this to the fact that they just need soldiers no matter their situations.

I know my son better than anyone, certainly better than the Army, and he is not in a healthy state of mind or body considering his depression, ADHD and asthma related breathing problems. I am terrified about how he will be able to cope when he’s “down range” as they call it.

Pam Fernandez-Marcano

Bangor